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I Had Feelings...My feelings for you
Were no doubt there
And you shared them with me
Thank God, I swear.
But not too long later,
As I think over,
I slowly lose the emotion.
I don’t know what to tell you,
I surely don’t know how!
It was never a one night stand,
We still haven’t held hands,
And my lips are still a virgin to others.
Though I know how this goes
Yet I don’t I don’t remember
How to let you know
I want us to be over.
So soon it happened
It will be.
My feelings to you
Letting GoThey say that love is meant to last forever,
But I don’t think that’s the case.
If it was meant to last people wouldn’t get broken
You have no idea how much I ache for you,
I wish I could have you next to me,
Hold me in your arms telling me that everything will be ok
Saying it was all just a bad dream.
Nothing is meant to be perfect,
I know this now
Everything is meant to just keep falling apart until there is nothing left.
I know this and yet I still want you,
Why is it so hard for me to let go?
All the pain you cause me it should be easy for me to hate you,
And yet here I am now.
Still in love with you…
UnforgivenUnbroken dreams of the one that was so strong
Never being able to feel the love and happiness
Forever in the center of deaths door, waiting to be taken away.
Over time it seems like things get better but it always goes wrong.
Razors going against the skin making pain fade
Giving up sometimes seems like the only option
I look at people in pain, thinking about why it is so impossible for me to happy
Violence erupts around as the pain becomes too much to bare
Everything that wants to change changes for the worse
Nothing goes as planned and pain takes over becoming worse by the minute until death takes me under.
And Again I Break DownIn the midnight
My pillow is wet again
Nothing can stop me from falling in pain
I turn my music on
Nothing else can be heard or seen
My face is twisted and frown
I cry in quiet silence
No one there to hear my mute weep
And inside my head there's a loud violence
I feel the strong desire to scream
Long breaths in and out
But my voice is nothing floating like steam
From the past painted images drawn to be shown
Unforgettable left memories and backgrounds
And far away I wanted my spirit to be blown
Convincing myself this is the last night
But yet the dark sorrow takes a hold
Fear runs through my blood when I turn off the light
A cold dry air pressed on my chest
Like ice hard and harsh it felt
And I'm still breathing for the coming days and the rest
For tomorrow I draw a smile on my face
Strange how shortly and it's erased
I turn out what a big disgrace
I think this is a way that I have fun
In crying they see is a waste of time
So they don't need me I'm better be gone
A MaskA Mask
I always smile.
I always laugh.
I'm always happy.
At least that's what I show.
All they see is but a mask
I never take it off
I always wear it,
For to live we must smile,
But I cannot
I cannot smile,
I always suffer inside
Everyday my heart breaks little by little.
While the other around me are unaware
That I am suffering
How can I smile?
How can I laugh?
How can I be happy?
I made this mask.
Forged out of the agony and tears that I shed.
I made a mask for others to see.
I made it so that's others will never see me.
The true me.
The me that's suffers
The me that is buried in darkness.
I wear that mask.
For one day
I hope I can take it off
And truly smile without the mask
But for now I wear it.
Hoping for that blissful dream to come true.
UnforgivenI sometimes wonder how you can keep going
With all that pain that you caused to someone
Who in fact that you claimed to love.
I believed you,
its a shame to say that I still do,
My question is why you chose to leave me for her.
Only after the fact that you still loved me.
I dont want to love you anymore.
But I cant stop,
I would say that I dont forgive you but I don’t have the heart to
Only because I still love you
I do believe that your wasting yourself on her,
You see something that I don’t
I see something you don’t.
I cant stop loving you know matter what I do,
your just that amazing to me
Something that draws me to you.
But deep down I still think that you are Unforgiven
For all the pain you put me through
And yet I still love you...
The BeginningHe told them, of course. He told those idiots everything, the whole damn story, including the blunder he'd made, and its consequences. Looking back on it later, he realized he had probably been in shock the whole time. It made sense, anyone would have been.
Soph was about twenty years old, and he'd been that way for a couple of years already, ever since the Hoarde had started attacking humanity from the past. Every day that passed, they ate at another day in the past. It sickened him. Those creatures had absolutely no regard for proper time and causality protocols.
It didn't seem to affect anyone else that way, though.
The Hoarde was the result of a human creation, of course, like everything bad in the world, though no one else knew about them. Then again, no one else had undiluted access to the power of creation. Even he didn't know much about the Hoarde, only that they appeared through some tear in The Fabric of The World and started killing people off. They appeared at some point in
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