|Deviant Login||Shop||Join deviantART for FREE||Take the Tour|
I Had Feelings...My feelings for you
Were no doubt there
And you shared them with me
Thank God, I swear.
But not too long later,
As I think over,
I slowly lose the emotion.
I don’t know what to tell you,
I surely don’t know how!
It was never a one night stand,
We still haven’t held hands,
And my lips are still a virgin to others.
Though I know how this goes
Yet I don’t I don’t remember
How to let you know
I want us to be over.
So soon it happened
It will be.
My feelings to you
Letting GoThey say that love is meant to last forever,
But I don’t think that’s the case.
If it was meant to last people wouldn’t get broken
You have no idea how much I ache for you,
I wish I could have you next to me,
Hold me in your arms telling me that everything will be ok
Saying it was all just a bad dream.
Nothing is meant to be perfect,
I know this now
Everything is meant to just keep falling apart until there is nothing left.
I know this and yet I still want you,
Why is it so hard for me to let go?
All the pain you cause me it should be easy for me to hate you,
And yet here I am now.
Still in love with you…
UnforgivenUnbroken dreams of the one that was so strong
Never being able to feel the love and happiness
Forever in the center of deaths door, waiting to be taken away.
Over time it seems like things get better but it always goes wrong.
Razors going against the skin making pain fade
Giving up sometimes seems like the only option
I look at people in pain, thinking about why it is so impossible for me to happy
Violence erupts around as the pain becomes too much to bare
Everything that wants to change changes for the worse
Nothing goes as planned and pain takes over becoming worse by the minute until death takes me under.
And Again I Break DownIn the midnight
My pillow is wet again
Nothing can stop me from falling in pain
I turn my music on
Nothing else can be heard or seen
My face is twisted and frown
I cry in quiet silence
No one there to hear my mute weep
And inside my head there's a loud violence
I feel the strong desire to scream
Long breaths in and out
But my voice is nothing floating like steam
From the past painted images drawn to be shown
Unforgettable left memories and backgrounds
And far away I wanted my spirit to be blown
Convincing myself this is the last night
But yet the dark sorrow takes a hold
Fear runs through my blood when I turn off the light
A cold dry air pressed on my chest
Like ice hard and harsh it felt
And I'm still breathing for the coming days and the rest
For tomorrow I draw a smile on my face
Strange how shortly and it's erased
I turn out what a big disgrace
I think this is a way that I have fun
In crying they see is a waste of time
So they don't need me I'm better be gone
A MaskA Mask
I always smile.
I always laugh.
I'm always happy.
At least that's what I show.
All they see is but a mask
I never take it off
I always wear it,
For to live we must smile,
But I cannot
I cannot smile,
I always suffer inside
Everyday my heart breaks little by little.
While the other around me are unaware
That I am suffering
How can I smile?
How can I laugh?
How can I be happy?
I made this mask.
Forged out of the agony and tears that I shed.
I made a mask for others to see.
I made it so that's others will never see me.
The true me.
The me that's suffers
The me that is buried in darkness.
I wear that mask.
For one day
I hope I can take it off
And truly smile without the mask
But for now I wear it.
Hoping for that blissful dream to come true.
UnforgivenI sometimes wonder how you can keep going
With all that pain that you caused to someone
Who in fact that you claimed to love.
I believed you,
its a shame to say that I still do,
My question is why you chose to leave me for her.
Only after the fact that you still loved me.
I dont want to love you anymore.
But I cant stop,
I would say that I dont forgive you but I don’t have the heart to
Only because I still love you
I do believe that your wasting yourself on her,
You see something that I don’t
I see something you don’t.
I cant stop loving you know matter what I do,
your just that amazing to me
Something that draws me to you.
But deep down I still think that you are Unforgiven
For all the pain you put me through
And yet I still love you...
Inspector Wolf The old lady was dead. I could smell it before I even got into the house. The whole place reeked of adrenaline, sweat, fear, copper and steel. He’d dropped her right in her living room. Chopped and chopped until she stopped moving. But I could tell I was getting close. This had been done in a hurry, and the killer didn’t have the time to clean up after himself like he usually did.
Across the room, the phone rang. The shrill sound set my teeth to grinding, but I ignored it. Instead I followed the killer’s bloody footprints into the back bedroom. He’d climbed out the window. If I hurried, I could catch up to him and end this disgusting spree he was on.
Then the answering machine kicked in. “Hi, Gramma! It’s Red. Sorry I’m running late. I kind of lost track of time. But don’t worry. I packed the picnic and I’m heading out the door right now. Love you.”
She’d been expec
Keep in Touch!
scheinbar is a much-loved and well-known deviant. Just one look at her gallery, filled with enchanting photography, will have you mesmerized. A deviant for over 7 years, Christiane can always be found posting inspirational features as well as regularly commenting on other deviations and encouraging and empowering her fellow deviants. We are inspired and insist that you too stop by and congratulate ... Read More