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At Least I Have My Talents... by wooven At Least I Have My Talents... by wooven
EDIT: This was a really long time ago, since then I've been able to recover from feeling as horrible as I did the day I made this! Thank you all so much for your support and kind words! Its helped so much :)


My social anxiety has sky-rocketed. Just a little update about my life. It's awful...


But I'll get over being unhappy...eventually...maybe...

Finishing this made me feel really, really happy though. So that's good I guess.

I made it without really thinking about it. I think I was painting out my feelings today. I don't know. I really needed to finish this for some reason.

I think what I'm getting at is I had a horrible day, and somehow completing this made it a little better.

But this morning was so visually beautiful it gave me a sense of confidence

Only to be demolished for the remainder of the day...

It's so painfully unreal how it ended up like this........

I didn't eat breakfast because everything fell on my car floor

I didn't cry

A kid in my class (who I thought I knew pretty well) forgot my name...and then told me a racist joke

I wouldn't cry

I complimented someone who didn't care what I said

I refused to cry

I went to French class...one of four classes where I'm constantly reminded that I have no friends in

I stopped myself from bawling

I hurt someone...but I won't say how...

I held back a breakdown

Then I came home......to no one...

And here I lost my fucking mind

...

EDIT: This was a really long time ago, since then I've been able to recover from feeling as horribly as I did the day I made this! Thank you all so much for your support and kind words! Its helped so much :)
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foreverbroadway Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013  Hobbyist
Beautiful and cute ! Feel better :hug:
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Vixenoflight Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
This is a gorgeous piece. I really hope you are OK though...
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Zephreon Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2013
Awesome.
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Heartofwing Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2013  Student Artist
i like the evee
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theawesomehippy Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2013
aww it looks so sweet! :aww: and I hope you feel better soon Huggle! 
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2kvisualfx Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
laying down on the grass and watching the clouds ... i should try it someday ... ^^
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Nightmare-Loon Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
it's so amazing La la la la hope you feel better soon :Don't worry: 
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wooven Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Student Interface Designer
Thank you :iconbunnyhugplz:
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Nightmare-Loon Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:) (Smile)  
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